studio practice – art and everything after http://artandeverythingafter.com steve locke's blog about art and other stuff Fri, 22 Dec 2017 02:08:53 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=4.8.7 42399584 “What did you do on your sabbatical?” http://artandeverythingafter.com/what-did-you-do-on-your-sabbatical/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/what-did-you-do-on-your-sabbatical/#comments Mon, 08 Feb 2016 20:00:39 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1374 read more)]]> IMG_3998

There are three deaths. The first is when the body ceases to function. The second is when the body is consigned to the grave. The third is that moment, sometime in the future, when your name is spoken for the last time.

David Eagleman, Sum: Forty Tales from the Afterlives

 

I went on sabbatical from teaching last year.  It is one of those things that I, a kid of working class parents, could never have imagined when I was younger.  My institution was enabling me to take time off of work to concentrate on my artistic development: to focus on my studio the way that I have been focusing on my students for the past 10 years.  This time was hard-won, precious; I was looking forward to it opening up for me.  I had a lot of ideas that had filled my sketchbooks over the years.  Also, I had bookcases of texts I could not wait to devour.  It had been so long since I had read anything for pleasure that I was so looking forward to curling up with all the tomes I had purchased that work had not allowed me to open.  Also, to be perfectly honest, I was looking forward to getting some rest. I purchased supplies and cleared out my studio for new work.  I was cleaned up my email and finished up school business.  I got to a clutter-free place. I thought about what was possible.

Then Michael Brown happened.

While news channels kept showing his body lying in the street for hours, we found out about John H. Crawford, III.

And then Ezell Ford.  And Dante Parker.  And Kajieme Powell. And more.  And many many more.  Some captured on grainy videos replayed on television and computer screens.

In the studio, I could not stop thinking about this march of death.  I painted almost every day and every day this parade of killing was on my television and radio and social media feed.  Some of the dead became Twitter hashtags.  Some did not, but they were no less dead.  Why were some people more important than others? Did people think that some victims more worthy than others of not being shot to death, or tased to death, or run over, or beaten to death by the state?

I was on sabbatical, so I had time.  Time to create turned into time to think, and I couldn’t think about anything other than death.  I didn’t read any books.  I painted.

It’s summer (July) and I’m at dinner with a friend.  We are in a bistro with televisions all over the restaurant and bar area.  The sound is turned down but the images light the entire place.   The video of Officer Daniel Pantaleo choking Eric Garner to death plays over and over and over interrupted by silent talking heads. I wonder why are they playing this man’s murder on a loop? People eat, drink, laugh, walk about.  No one seems to notice that a man is being choked to death on television.  Then I start to think that maybe they do see it and that it doesn’t bother them.  This is the first time I witness this, a black person being killed on television.  It will not be the last time.  Not by any measure.

Over my sabbatical, I saw black people shot to death on television over and over again.  News casters and pundits would issue verbal warnings that the video they were about the show might upset “sensitive viewers.”  I tried to imagine a viewer that would not be upset about seeing someone like Walter Scott shot to death (or that his killer, Officer Michael Slager, planted evidence on his corpse).  Or Tamir Rice shot to death.  I wondered why they didn’t tell the “insensitive viewers” to hook up their DVRs.  When I am in the studio, the images fill my head.  I jump when cars backfire.

People would ask me how my sabbatical was going.  They would say, “I hope you are taking advantage of this time.”  They would tell me how lucky I was.  They would ask, “What is going on in the studio?”  I wondered if they watched the news at all.  I wondered if they know about what was happening.  I wondered how they felt about these images of black people being killed.  I posted about this stuff on social media and it is ignored for the most part. Ferguson explodes.  Social media does not believe in tears.

In August of 2015, two reporters are shot to death on live television.  Alison Parker and Adam Ward are killed by Vester Lee Flanagan, II who uploaded video of the killing.  Immediately, the television station, Facebook, and social media erupted with requests for people not to view of share the video.  To maintain the dignity of the victims, people begged the public not to watch the video.  It would be a terrible thing to give the killer satisfaction by watching his murder of the reporters.  

I started to wonder why black people are allowed to be killed on television.  Why we are allowed to be transformed from subjects to objects and left to lie in streets for hours?  Why is it acceptable to show the end of a black life on television?

I start to make work about the historical impulse to turn violence against black people into part of our domestic structures.  People continue to ask me what I am doing on sabbatical.  I think of Neruda and I wish I knew Spanish.  (“Come and see the blood in the streets….”)  I decide to make a work about all the people killed by police while I was on sabbatical.  I dismiss the idea as too agitprop.  I talk to my mentors.  One of them tells me, “Make the work.  Just don’t trivialize.”  I work with a friend and learn how to make photographs.  It is harder than I imagined.  I finish this work, Family Pictures.  I show it to a few people.  I finish my sabbatical.  I’ve read few books.  I feel surrounded by ghosts.

I paint everything I think.  I don’t trivialize.  I realize a new body of paintings.  My studio is full of murderers, victims, liars, and accusers.

I return to work in September.  In December, I am hassled and detained by the police.  I write about the experience.  Many people want me to come and talk to groups to “raise awareness.”  I decline.  They seem to be unaware that I would not like to relive a traumatic experience in public. People want me to talk about #BlackLivesMatter.  The college intervenes and offers to handle calls from the press for me. I am deeply grateful because this allows me to concentrate on my job and my students.  CNN calls the college and wants to know if I will talk to Don Lemon.  I tell the school that I will talk to anyone at CNN except Don Lemon.  I get hate mail.

Lisa Tung, the Exhibitions Director asks me what work I want to put in the biennial faculty show.  I decide to make the piece I thought was agitprop.  I call Carmine, my neon fabricator.  I want him to make a sign that mimics police light that spells out what is lost.  I research police killings of unarmed civilians.  I find no central list.  I find no definitive list.  I find no government statistics.  I rely on activist sources.  I rely on The Guardian.  I make the piece.  It is installed in the faculty show.  It is a timeline.  It’s information: date, name, gender, city, state, method of killing. I title it A Partial List of Unarmed African-Americans who were Killed by Police or who Died in Police Custody During my Sabbatical from Massachusetts College of Art and Design, 2014-2015. 

There are 262 names.

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A Partial List of Unarmed African-Americans who were Killed by Police or who Died in Police Custody During my Sabbatical from Massachusetts College of Art and Design 2014-2015

People tell me that they look at the wall and measure time.  They lift up the people in their thoughts.  Someone asks me if I am influenced by Maya Lin.  I answer that we all are influenced by Maya Lin.

08/01/2014      Anthony Calloway Male 27   Atlanta GA     Gunshot
08/02/2014 Omar Abrego Male 37 Los Angeles CA Beaten
08/03/2014 Jacorey Calhoun Male 23 Oakland CA Gunshot
08/04/2014 Amir Brooks Male 17 Washington DC Vehicle
08/05/2014 Jeremey Lake Male 19 Tulsa OK Gunshot
08/05/2014 John H. Crawford III Male 22 Beavercreek OH Gunshot
08/06/2014 Michael Laray Dozer Male 26 Bakersfield CA Gunshot
08/09/2014 Michael Brown Male 18 Ferguson MO Gunshot
08/11/2014 Torrez Harris Male 52 Canton MS Gunshot
08/11/2014 Ezell Ford Male 25 Los Angeles CA Gunshot
08/11/2014 Eddie Davis Male 67 Dekalb TX Gunshot
08/12/2014 Dante Parker Male 36 Victorville CA Tasered
08/13/2014 Corey Levert Tanner Male 24 Bunnel FL Gunshot
08/14/2014 Michelle Cusseaux Female 50 Phoenix AZ Gunshot
08/17/2014 Levon Leroy Love Male 44 San Antonio TX Tasered
08/18/2014 Luther Lathron Walker Male 38 Bellflower CA Gunshot
08/18/2014 Andre Maurice Jones Male 37 Los Angeles CA Gunshot
08/19/2014 Darius Colegarrit Male 21 Chicago IL Gunshot
08/19/2014 David Ellis Male 29 Philadelphia PA Gunshot
08/19/2014 Kajieme Powell Male 25 St. Louis MO Gunshot
08/20/2014 Arvel Douglas Williams Male 30 Perry Hall MD Tasered
08/22/2014 Vernicia Woodard Female 26 Hapeville GA Gunshot
08/23/2014 Anthony Lamar Brown Male 39 West Palm Beach FL Gunshot
08/23/2014 Briant Paula Male 26 Methuen MA Vehicle
08/24/2014 Rondre Hornbeak Male 38 Ardmore OK Unknown
08/25/2014 Desean Pittman Male 20 Chicago IL Gunshot
08/25/2014 Steven Lashone Douglas Male 29 Dallas TX Gunshot
08/26/2014 Roshad McIntosh Male 18 Chicago IL Gunshot
08/26/2014 Cortez Washington Male 32 Omaha NE Gunshot
08/29/2014 Jeremy Lewis Male 33 Orlando FL Gunshot
08/31/2014 Naim Owens Male 22 Brooklyn NY Gunshot
08/31/2014 Eugene N. Turner III Male 28 Kansas City MO Gunshot
09/02/2014 Kendrick Brown Male 35 Cleveland OH Gunshot
09/08/2014 Alphonse Edward Perkins Male 50 Los Angeles CA Gunshot
09/12/2014 Darrien Nathaniel Hunt Male 22 Saratoga Springs UT Gunshot
09/12/2014 Elijah Jackson Male 33 Knoxville TN Gunshot
09/15/2014 Kerry Lynn Brown Male 26 Lacey WA Gunshot
09/15/2014 Michael Bonty Male 23 Wasilla AK Gunshot
09/16/2014 Kashad Ashford Male 23 Rutherford NJ Gunshot
09/18/2014 Charles Smith Male 29 Savannah GA Gunshot
09/18/2014 Michael M. Willis Jr. Male 42 Jennings MO Gunshot
09/23/2014 Cameron Tillman Male 14 Houma LA Gunshot
09/24/2014 Nolan Anderson Male 50 LaPlace LA Gunshot
09/27/2014 Eugene Williams Male 38 Kansas City MO Tasered
09/28/2014 Oliver Jarrod Gregoire Male 26 Baytown TX Tasered
09/30/2014 Javonta Darden Male 20 Athens GA Gunshot
09/30/2014 Marlon S. Woodstock Male 38 Sunrise FL Gunshot
10/01/2014 Tracy Ann Oglesby Wade Female 39 Louisville KY Gunshot
10/04/2014 Lashano J. Gilbert Male 31 New London CT Tasered
10/06/2014 Balantine Mbegbu Male 65 Phoenix AZ Tasered
10/07/2014 O’Shaine Evans Male 26 San Francisco CA Gunshot
10/07/2014 Aljarreau Cross Male 29 North Las Vegas NV Gunshot
10/08/2014 VonDerrit D. Myers Jr. Male 18 St. Louis MO Gunshot
10/09/2014 Ahaviel T. Whitfield Male 39 Decatur GA Gunshot
10/10/2014 Elisha Paul Glass Male 20 Columbus OH Gunshot
10/10/2014 Qusean Whitten Male 18 Columbus OH Gunshot
10/11/2014 Derryl Drayton Male 51 James Island SC Gunshot
10/13/2014 Macario Cisneros Garcia Male 54 Pleasanton TX Tasered
10/14/2014 Rikessa La’Shae Lee Female 21 Lorman MS Vehicle
10/17/2014 Adam Ardett Madison Male 28 Warrior AL Gunshot
10/23/2014 Zale Thompson Male 32 Jamaica NY Gunshot
10/24/2014 Keonna Redmond Female 15 Jackson MS Vehicle
10/25/2014 Florence White Female 51 Greensboro NC Vehicle
10/25/2014 Craig Hall Male 29 Maywood IL Gunshot
10/27/2014 Christopher Mason McCray Male 17 Fayetteville NC Vehicle
10/28/2014 Kaldrick Donald Male 24 Gretna FL Gunshot
10/29/2014 Vincent Omear Thomas Male 33 Florence SC Vehicle
11/01/2014 Johnn T. Wilson III Male 22 Las Vegas NV Gunshot
11/01/2014 Michael D. McDougle Male 29 Philadelphia MS Tasered, Beaten
11/02/2014 Charles Emmett Logan Male 68 Maplewood MN Tasered
11/03/2014 Christopher Anderson Male 27 Highland Park IL Gunshot
11/03/2014 Raphael Thomas Male 29 Akron OH Gunshot
11/06/2014 Cinque D’Jahspora Male 20 Jackson TN Gunshot
11/08/2014 Carlos Davenport Male 50 Kansas City KS Gunshot
11/09/2014 Aura Rosser Female 40 Ann Arbor MI Gunshot
11/13/2014 Tanisha N. Anderson Female 37 Cleveland OH Tasered, Physical restraint
11/13/2014 Darnell Dayron Stafford Male 31 Trenton NJ Gunshot
11/18/2014 Ronald Glennlewis Evans Male 30 Bunnell FL Vehicle
11/19/2014 Keara Crowder Female 29 Memphis TN Gunshot
11/20/2014 Akai Gurley Male 28 Brooklyn NY Gunshot
11/22/2014 Tamir E. Rice Male 12 Cleveland OH Gunshot
11/24/2014 O’Tavis Hall Male 35 Winchester CA Gunshot
11/24/2014 Leonardo Marquette Little Male 33 Jacksonville FL Gunshot
11/25/2014 Eric Ricks Male 30 Mesquite TX Tasered
12/02/2014 Rumain Brisbon Male 34 Phoenix AZ Gunshot
12/02/2014 William Mark Jones Male 50 Red Springs NC Tasered
12/02/2014 Isaac Lee Ricks Male 68 Los Angeles CA Gunshot
12/02/2014 Rumain Brishon Male 34 Phoenix AZ Gunshot
12/04/2014 Keenan Ardoin Male 24 Ville Platte LA Medical emergency, Drug overdose, pepper spray
12/07/2014 Jerry Demonte Nowlin Male 39 Oklahoma City OK Gunshot
12/08/2014 Christopher Bernard Doss Male 31 San Antonio TX Gunshot
12/09/2014 Calvin Peters Male 49 Brooklyn NY Gunshot
12/10/2014 Travis Faison Male 24 Sanford NC Gunshot
12/12/2014 Thurrell Jowers Male 22 Poplar Bluff MO Gunshot
12/13/2014 Joseph Michael Rodriguez Male 19 Topeka KS Gunshot
12/14/2014 Xavier McDonald Male 16 Nashville TN Gunshot
12/14/2014 Michael D. Sulton Male 23 Ridgeland MS Gunshot
12/15/2014 Dennis Grisgby Jr. Male 35 Texarkana TX Gunshot
12/15/2014 Brandon Tate Brown Male 26 Philadelphia PA Gunshot
12/19/2014 Terrell Beasley Male 28 Saint Louis MO Gunshot
12/23/2014 Antonio Martin Male 18 Berkeley MO Gunshot
12/26/2014 Quentin Smith Male 23 Cocoa FL Gunshot
12/26/2014 Carlton Wayne “Chimmy” Smith Male 20 Texas City TX Gunshot
12/27/2014 David Andre Scott Male 28 Jacksonville FL Gunshot
12/29/2014 Kevin Davis Male 44 Decatur GA Gunshot
12/30/2014 Jerame C. Reid Male 36 Bridgeton NJ Gunshot
12/31/2014 Eric Tyrone Forbes Male 28 Miami FL Gunshot
01/01/2015 Matthew Ojibade Male 22 Savannah GA Unknown
01/06/2015 Brian Pickett Male 26 Los Angeles CA Tasered
01/06/2015 Leslie Sapp III Male 47 Knoxville PA Gunshot
01/07/2015 Andre Larone Murphy Sr. Male 42 Norfolk NE Tasered
01/07/2015 Ronald “Maynard” Sneed Male 31 Freeport TX Gunshot
01/07/2015 Hashim Hanif Ibn Abdul-Rasheed Male 41 Columbus OH Gunshot
01/07/2015 Omarr Jackson Male 37 New Orleans LA Gunshot
01/08/2015 Artago Damon Howard Male 36 Strong AR Gunshot
01/11/2015 Elarry Brumfield Jr. Male 31 Pascagoula MS Fire
01/14/2015 Marcus Ryan Golden Male 24 St. Paul MN Gunshot
01/15/2015 DeWayne Carr Male 45 Scottsdale AZ Gunshot
01/15/2015 Donte Sowell Male 27 Indianapolis IN Gunshot
01/15/2015 Kavonda Earl Payton Male 39 Aurora CO Gunshot
01/15/2015 Mario A. Jordan Male 34 Chesapeake VA Gunshot
01/16/2015 Rodney Walker Male 23 Tulsa OK Gunshot
01/17/2015 Terence Walker Male 21 Muskogee OK Gunshot
01/17/2015 Daniel Brumley Male 27 Fort Worth TX Gunshot
01/21/2015 Isaac Holmes Male 19 St. Louis MO Gunshot
01/24/2015 Darin Hutchins Male 26 Baltimore MD Gunshot
01/27/2015 Jermonte Fletcher Male 33 Columbus OH Gunshot
01/31/2015 Edward Donnell Bright Sr. Male 56 Randallstown MD Gunshot
02/03/2015 Ledarius D. Williams Male 23 St. Louis MO Gunshot
02/03/2015 Yuvette Henderson Female 38 Oakland CA Gunshot
02/03/2015 Dewayne Deshawn Ward Jr. Male 29 Antioch CA Gunshot
02/04/2015 Markell Atkins Male 36 Memphis TN Gunshot
02/04/2015 Jimmy Ray Robinson Jr. Male 51 Lorena TX Gunshot
02/06/2015 Herbert Hill Male 26 Oklahoma City OK Gunshot
02/07/2015 James Howard Allen Male 74 Gastonia NC Gunshot
02/09/2015 Desmond Luster Sr. Male 45 Dallas TX Gunshot
02/10/2015 Anthony Bess Male 48 Memphis TN Gunshot
02/11/2015 Phillip Watkins Male 23 San Jose CA Gunshot
02/15/2015 Lavall Hall Male 25 Miami Gardens FL Gunshot
02/18/2015 Janisha Fonville Female 20 Charlotte NC Gunshot
02/20/2015 Douglas Harris Male 77 Birmingham AL Gunshot
02/20/2015 Terry Price Male 41 Tulsa OK Tasered
02/20/2015 Stanley Lamar Grant Male 38 Birmingham AL Gunshot
02/20/2015 Alejandro Salazar Male Houston TX Gunshot
02/22/2015 Calvon A. Reid Male 39 Coconut Creek FL Tasered
02/23/2015 A’Donte Washington Male 18 Millbrook AL Gunshot
02/25/2015 Glenn C. Lewis Male 37 Oklahoma City OK Gunshot
02/28/2015 Cornelius J. Parker Male 28 Columbia MO Gunshot
02/28/2015 Thomas Allen Jr. Male 34 St. Louis MO Gunshot
02/28/2015 Ian Sherrod Male 40 Tarboro NC Gunshot
03/01/2015 Charly Leundeu “Africa” Keunang Male 43 Los Angeles CA Gunshot
03/01/2015 Darrell “Hubbard” Gatewood Male 47 Oklahoma City OK Tasered
03/03/2015 Fednel Rhinvil Male 25 Salisbury MD Gunshot
03/05/2015 Tyrone Ryerson Lawrence Male 45 Milwaukee WI Gunshot
03/06/2015 Tony Terrell Robinson Male 19 Madison WI Gunshot
03/06/2015 Naeschylus Vinzant Male 37 Aurora CO Gunshot
03/06/2015 Bernard Moore Male 62 Atlanta GA Vehicle
03/06/2015 Andrew Anthony Williams Male 48 Melrose FL Gunshot
03/08/2015 Monique Jenee Deckard Female 43 Anaheim CA Gunshot
03/09/2015 Anthony Hill Male 27 Chamblee GA Gunshot
03/09/2015 Cedrick Lamont Bishop Male 30 Cocoa FL Gunshot
03/10/2015 Terrance Moxley Male 29 Mansfield OH Tasered
03/10/2015 Theodore J. Johnson Sr. Male 64 Cleveland OH Gunshot
03/11/2015 Terry Garnett Jr. Male 37 Elkton MD Gunshot
03/17/2015 Askari Roberts Male 35 Rome GA Tasered
03/19/2015 Kendre Alston Male 16 Jacksonville FL Gunshot
03/19/2015 Brandon Jones Male 18 Cleveland OH Gunshot
03/21/2015 Romeo Roddrick Staples Male 20 Palatka FL Vehicle
03/22/2015 Denzel Brown Male 21 Islip NY Gunshot
03/24/2015 Nicholas Taft Thomas Male 25 Atlanta GA Gunshot
03/24/2015 Walter J. Brown III Male 29 Portsmouth VA Gunshot
03/27/2015 Angelo West Male 41 Roxbury MA Gunshot
03/27/2015 Jamalis Hall Male 39 Fort Pierce FL Gunshot
03/28/2015 Meagan Hockaday Female 26 Oxnard CA Gunshot
03/30/2015 Mya Ricky Shawatza Hall Transgender 27 Fort George Meade MD Gunshot
03/30/2015 Dominick R. Wise Male 30 Culpeper VA Taser
03/31/2015 Anthony Stokes Male 17 Roswell GA Vehicle
03/31/2015 Phillip White Male 32 Vineland NJ Beaten
03/31/2015 Tyrail Ezell Male 31 Nashville TN Gunshot
04/01/2015 Robert Washington Male 37 Hawthorne CA Gunshot
04/02/2015 Eric Courtney Harris Male 44 Tulsa OK Gunshot
04/02/2015 Donald “Dontay” Shaw Ivy Male 39 Albany NY Tasered, medical emergency, beaten
04/02/2015 Darrin A. Langford Male 32 Rock Island IL Gunshot
04/04/2015 Walter Lamar Scott Male 50 North Charleston SC Gunshot
04/04/2015 Justus Howell Male 17 Zion IL Gunshot
04/04/2015 Paul Anthony Anderson Male 31 Anaheim CA Gunshot
04/06/2015 Desmond Willis Male 25 Harvey LA Gunshot
04/08/2015 Dexter Bethea Male 42 Valdosta GA Gunshot
04/09/2015 Don Oneal Smith Jr. Male 29 Monon IN Gunshot
04/12/2015 Freddie Gray Male 25 Baltimore MD Medical emergency
04/12/2015 Mack Long Male 36 Indianapolis IN Gunshot
04/14/2015 Colby Robinson Male 26 Dallas TX Gunshot
04/15/2015 Frank Ernest Shephard III Male 41 Houston TX Gunshot
04/15/2015 Tevin Barkley Male 22 Miami FL Gunshot
04/16/2015 Darrell Lawrence Brown Male 31 Hagerstown MD Tasered
04/17/2015 Jeffery Kemp Male 18 Chicago IL Gunshot
04/17/2015 Thaddeus McCarroll Male 23 Jennings MO Gunshot, first shot with a “less-lethal” round of some sort
04/19/2015 Norman Cooper Male 33 San Antonio TX Tasered
04/21/2015 Daniel Wolfe Male 35 Union NJ Gunshot
04/22/2015 William L. Chapman II Male 18 Portsmouth VA Gunshot, Tasered
04/24/2015 Todd Jamal Dye Male 20 Trinidad CO Gunshot
04/25/2015 David Felix Male 24 New York NY Gunshot
04/27/2015 Terrance Kellom Male 20 Detroit MI Gunshot
04/28/2015 Jared Johnson Male 22 New Orleans LA Gunshot
04/29/2015 Jeffery O. Adkins Male 53 Emporia VA Gunshot
04/30/2015 Alexia Christian Female 25 Atlanta GA Gunshot
05/03/2015 Elton Simpson Male 30 Garland TX Gunshot
05/04/2015 Ricardo Blackmon Male 27 Jackson MS Vehicle
05/05/2015 Brendon “Dizzle” Glenn Male 29 Venice CA Gunshot
05/06/2015 Jason Champion Male 41 Secaucus NJ Vehicle
05/06/2015 Nuwnah Laroche Female 34 Secaucus NJ Vehicle
05/07/2015 Nephi Arriguin Male 21 Cerritos CA Gunshot
05/08/2015 Dedrick Marshall Male 48 Harvey LA Gunshot
05/10/2015 Lionel Lorenzo Young Male 34 Landover MD Gunshot
05/11/2015 Kelvin Antonie Goldston Male 30 Fort Worth TX Gunshot
05/12/2015 D’Angelo Reyes Stallworth Male 28 Jacksonville FL Gunshot
05/19/2015 Anthony Quinn Gomez Jr. Male 29 Lancaster PA Gunshot
05/20/2015 Marcus D. Wheeler Male 26 Omaha NE Gunshot
05/20/2015 Chrislon Talbott Male 38 Owensboro KY Gunshot
05/20/2015 Markus Clark Male 26 Fort Lauderdale FL Medical Emergency
05/21/2015 Javoris Reshaud Washington Male 29 Fort Lauderdale FL Gunshot
05/21/2015 Jerome Thomas Caldwell Male 32 Charleston SC Gunshot
05/23/2015 Caso Jackson Male 25 Detroit MI Gunshot
05/25/2015 Anthony Dewayne Briggs Male 36 Huntsville AL Gunshot
05/26/2015 Dalton Branch Male 51 New York NY Gunshot
05/28/2015 Kenneth Dothard Male 40 Carrollton GA Gunshot
05/29/2015 Kevin Allen Male 36 Lyndhurst NJ Gunshot
05/31/2015 Richard Gregory Davis Male 50 Rochester NY Taser
06/02/2015 Usaama Rahim Male 26 Boston MA Gunshot
06/03/2015 Sherman Byrd Jr. Male 24 Chester PA Vehicle
06/04/2015 Andrew Ellerbe Male 33 Philadelphia PA Gunshot
06/06/2015 Demouria Hogg Male 30 Oakland CA Gunshot
06/08/2015 Ross Anthony Male 25 Dallas TX Tasered
06/09/2015 Quandavier Hicks Male 22 Cincinnati OH Gunshot
06/10/2015 Isiah Hampton Male 19 New York NY Gunshot
06/11/2015 Fritz Severe Male 46 Miami FL Gunshot
06/15/2015 Kris Jackson Male 22 South Lake Tahoe CA Gunshot
06/16/2015 Jermaine Benjamin Male 41 Vero Beach FL Medical emergency
06/19/2015 Trepierre Hummons Male 21 Cincinnati OH Gunshot
06/20/2015 Kevin Bajoie Male 31 Baton Rouge LA Tasered
06/20/2015 Alfontish Cockerham Male 23 Chicago IL Gunshot
06/22/2015 Tyrone Dale Harris Jr. Male 20 Pittsburgh PA Gunshot
06/24/2015 Damien Alexander Harrell Male 26 Yorktown VA Gunshot
06/25/2015 Spencer McCain Male 41 Owings Mills MD Gunshot
07/02/2015 Victo Larosa III Male 23 Jacksonville FL Gunshot
07/04/2015 Kawanza Jamal Beaty Male 23 Newport News VA Gunshot
07/04/2015 Robert Elando Malone Male 42 Oklahoma City OK Gunshot
07/04/2015 Maximo Rabasa Male 52 Miami FL Tasered
07/06/2015 Jason Hendley Male 29 Los Angeles CA Gunshot
07/07/2015 Marcellus Jamarcus Burley Male 18 Missouri City TX Gunshot
07/08/2015 Jonathan Sanders Male 39 Stonewall MS Asphyxiated
07/10/2015 Anthony Dewayne Ware Male 35 Tuscaloosa AL Medical emergency
07/10/2015 Freddie Lee Blue Male 20 Covington GA Gunshot
07/11/2015 George Mann Male 35 Stone Mountain GA Tasered
07/13/2015 Sandra Bland Female 28 Hempstead TX Asphyxiated, ruled suicide
07/19/2015 Samuel DuBose Male 43 Cincinnati OH Gunshot
08/06/2015 Troy Robinson Male 33 Decatur GA Tasered
08/07/2015 Christian Taylor Male 19 Arlington TX Gunshot
08/14/2015 Asshams Pharoah Manley Male 30 Spauldings MD Gunshot
08/28/2015 Felix Kumi Male 61 Mt. Vernon NY Gunshot
08/31/2015 John Carney III Male 48 Cincinnati OH Tasered

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Someone will say their names and they will be alive a little longer.

 

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After a banquet… http://artandeverythingafter.com/after-a-banquet/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/after-a-banquet/#comments Sun, 13 Sep 2015 01:26:16 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1289 read more)]]> Years ago, I had this idea that I wanted to make a painting about excess.

I am not a big Rolling Stones fan, but one song, Shattered, came up when I was listening to iTunes.  That ending part where Jagger sings, “Pile it up/Pile it high on the platter!” stuck in my head.  It was like some sort of vile command at an obscene banquet.

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banquet, first version

This painting was on my studio wall for years.  I thought it was finished.  It was weird because it didn’t feel like my work, even though I had painted it.  I had a connection to it since I had made it, but I had a tremendous amount of distance from it.  I couldn’t figure out what it did for me or why I couldn’t claim it as my own.  But it stayed on the wall.  For years.

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banquet, second version

Every now and again, I would paint on this picture.  I’d change some things, try some things.  At these times, the painting wasn’t really a painting at all.  It was more of a site.   I mean that in real terms. It was an actual location I could go to where I could try things out and let things happen.  I would repaint the entire picture sometimes and then wipe all of the paint off to return it to the way it was.   At these times I felt like I was rehearsing something.  Like I was trying out new material before I had to present it or something.  Those changes built up over the years.

I was in my studio about a week ago and I looked at the picture.  The head on the far left started to look familiar to me.  I know that sounds stupid since, after all, I had painted it, but it seemed like I had seen the painting somewhere else.  The more I looked at it, the stronger this feeling became. I realized that I had painted another version of that head for a painting called the notice. It wasn’t an intentional action, but I saw that I was able to make one painting because I had made the other.  I had been painting on the notice for years.  I was able to resolve it, finally, once I painted the head in the other painting.  Like I said, it wasn’t an intentional thing.  It was only after looking at the picture for a long time that I could see what it had been giving me.

the notice

the notice (2001-12) oil on panel, 12×12 inches

Almost every head in this picture lives in another painting at this point.  It’s been a series of migrations.  They came in one picture and moved into another one.  It makes sense to me that I couldn’t finish banquet because it was never meant to be a painting – it was meant to be a site of possibility that led to other paintings.

I repainted the picture last week.  Everyone who had to leave, who could  leave, has gone.  There is only one that remains in light, balanced aggressively in the in-between space.  It’s trapped in a moment where it is a portrait and an object.

after a banquet (2011-2015), oil on panel, 16 x 20 inches

after a banquet (2011-2015), oil on panel, 16 x 20 inches

 

 

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Pleasure is the answer…. http://artandeverythingafter.com/pleasure-is-the-answer/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/pleasure-is-the-answer/#respond Mon, 29 Jun 2015 05:02:13 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1209 read more)]]> the answer, 2014-15, oil on panel, 18 x 24 inches

the answer, 2014-15, oil on panel, 18 x 24 inches

I have been working on this painting for about a year now.  It did not start out looking like this.

I had a photograph as a reference for this painting.  I don’t normally work from photos; it’s too difficult for me. I start to feel some kind of weird responsibility, as if the painting won’t be good if it doesn’t look like the photo. I start to get plagued by these aggressive thoughts about correctness and precision that have nothing to do with anything that interests me because the photo becomes the measure of quality.  I ended up getting very uninterested in the painting.  I put it away.

When I took the painting up again,  I was thinking of sanding the whole thing down and making a new painting, but for some reason I didn’t.  I started thinking about how unsatisfied I was with it and that got me thinking that maybe I could make a painting about satisfaction.  And if I could, what would such a painting look like. Are there painterly equivalents to being satisfied?  I started thinking about the last painting I looked at that I could say I felt satisfied.  Not pleased, not interested, not impressed, but satisfied.

At the Armory Show this year, I saw a Jocelyn Hobbie picture called Bee, Yellow, Indigo at Fredericks and Freiser.  I had never thought much about her work because I had only seen it in reproduction and seeing it in reproduction allowed me to completely misunderstand it.  The cliche exists because it’s true-the painting is better in person.  Magazine reproductions of Hobbie’s paintings make them look illustrative.  What I thought was simple geometry is an almost lapidary arrangement of color that makes up undulating and energetic forms that swirl like energy.  Like a Klimt painting, it is an image of tremendous confidence and erotic power.

What is so satisfying about the Hobbie painting was that every single moment is realized and held in tension with every other moment.  What looks like an illustration in reproduction actually looks like a hallucination in person.  There is a sense of air and movement in the picture that I was not expecting when I saw it.  She has painted this person as something more than a person.

This sense is enhanced by her technical restraint – it is what stops the painting from being an academic exercise of “solving painting problems.”  Her use of painterly processes are in service to creating this sensation about this person in addition to a sense of visual satisfaction.

A painting has to be more than a demonstration of the fact that the painter solved a problem.

I don’t think about process when I am working.  I think that is because the act of painting requires me to think about so many things at the same time.  I am never thinking about “the process” because it isn’t really something that is outside of me.  If I tried to make paintings about process, I fear that they would become a concatenation of painterly effects, “full of sound and fury/Signifying nothing.”  I’ve never been able to be satisfied with process for its own sake.  This may be a reason my work has always been about the figure.  I have always had a subject. It would not occur to me make paintings about process independent of subject.  The subject drives the kind of processes I would and do use.

I have been thinking about Hobbie and a few other artists a lot in the studio these days.  I’ve been seeking out their work and looking deeply at it for some answers.  I struggle greatly with painting because I am after something that I see less and less in contemporary art and I think that thing is satisfaction.  That is not to say that I am looking for art that is simple, or uncomplicated, or facile. What I think is that I am looking for an art that operates outside of the language and techne of marketing and spectacle.  I remember a studio visit with Nayland Blake I had back in 2002.  I was going on about how I wanted to make work that talked about a sense of desire.  Blake said to me, “Desire is the only thing that is produced in late-stage capitalism.  Everyone knows about your desire.  What we don’t know about is your pleasure.”  Thinking about that conversation now, I see the link between pleasure and satisfaction, between process and image.

Cupid and Psyche had a daughter.  Her name is Pleasure.

 

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Possible? http://artandeverythingafter.com/possible/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/possible/#respond Sat, 13 Jun 2015 04:48:18 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1181 read more)]]> what wasn't thought possible, 2015, gouache and egg tempera on panel, 8 x 10 inches

what wasn’t thought possible, 2015, gouache and egg tempera on panel, 8 x 10 inches

Painting is a way to see if something is possible.

In a real way, exploring a motif is an investigation to see if it is possible to be painted.  I wonder sometimes if something cannot be painted.  Wondering is pointless, however, because the only way to know is something is paintable is to try to realize it as a painting.  This is the difference between a theory and an action.  All my understanding about painting comes from figuring these things out in material. I can’t make a theoretical decision about art before I make something.  This kind of analysis can only take place in the presence of something.  Otherwise I would talk myself out of doing anything because there is always a reason NOT to do something.  But in the right hands, a still life painting can be a radical assertion. (I’m thinking of the brilliant Janet Fish in particular.)

The challenge is to make something even though there is nothing left to make. The challenge is to question the notion of the unpaintable, the unsayable, the unseeable.

Sometimes I make a successful picture that contradicts what I think a picture can do, or should do. Sometimes I make something that I do not recognize as my own work.

These are paintings that teach me about the paintings I need to make.  They also point to the work that I am still in the process of learning how to make.

Core to my art making process is to make art out of horror.  The current moment presents us with no shortage of that.

My challenge is to make work that speaks to the time without trivializing.  My challenge is to compete with spectacle.

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ONE QUESTION – Anthony Palocci, Jr. http://artandeverythingafter.com/one-question-anthony-palocci-jr/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/one-question-anthony-palocci-jr/#respond Thu, 21 May 2015 22:02:50 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1123 read more)]]> Anthony Palocci, Jr. Looking Up, 2015, oil on canvas, 60x96 inches.  Studio view.

Anthony Palocci, Jr. Looking Up, 2015, oil on canvas, 60×96 inches. Studio view.

Steve Locke:  I think you are making some very challenging and gorgeous paintings, they were a high point of the last DeCordova Biennial. The ones that Lexi Lee Sullivan chose for that show married a haptic and almost brutal paint handling to elegant and bravura drawing. The result was spell binding. Like Vija Celmins, you managed to imbue everyday objects with an interior life. And at the same time, there was an assertion of modernist flatness and vivid surface that referenced Jasper Johns. Even the picture that Robert Moeller included in his pop up show, Yeah You Missed It, contained this dichotomy between the depicted and the felt.

My question is how does the idea of restraint inform your selection of imagery, your approach to color, and practice as a painter?

Anthony Palocci, Jr.:  It’s kind of funny for me to think about restraint. I haven’t thought about that in such depth until this question…

PALOCCI_ONEPOINTThe first restraint I may have set up for myself was that whatever I painted must be manufactured. Whatever I paint cannot be organic or naturally occurring, it has to have been manipulated somehow. Whether it was built in a factory, sent through a meat grinder, or put through a mill, it’s got to be assembled by some form of fabrication. I think this focus stems from wanting to talk about people. I decided that I could say a lot more about people by painting images of the objects they created rather than depicting the people as themselves…

I used to paint a lot of people as people but there was a conflict of interest there because I didn’t want to talk about the individual. The individual was a very messy idea for me, something too complicated as one gets wrapped up in their story…Seeing someone in a painting, one identifies with that person as being of the same form and therefore empathizes with them; whoever they are, as they are depicted. At that point you’re too far into the painting for me…I needed to keep more of a distance between the painting and myself/the viewer/my audience…

By this “restraint” as you call it, I have boiled down my big ideas to the essential stuff I want to get at. By making a selection of a larger picture I eliminate everything else I don’t want to paint. I get distracted easily a
nd the world is such a vast place I need to discipline myself to hone in on one thing at a time. It’s really what keeps me grounded, to take one thing out of life and spend time with it. Even these objects have a story though, but it’s less literal than a person’s story because these objects are inanimate. They don’t have brains or blood. They have electricity, oil and motors. For now in my selection of imagery I have solved the first major problem I had as a painter, “What do I paint?”, and now I can get on with it…

PALOCCI_LINESColor is a whole other box of rocks. Color is so overwhelming to me now more so than ever because I am teaching color to students. Not only does one have to decide, “What do I paint?” but one must decide, “What Color do I use?” you could also ask, “How do I describe this?” or “Is it invented or observed?” and then there is the “Why then? How come?” to every answer you end up with…

I used to just grab any tube of paint that looked good at the time. Then that became problematic. Color is delicious and it is very easy to overindulge. Color is distracting because it is emotional. I can’t have color break my composure. For me it has always been a balance between the Venetians and the Florentines, Romanticism / Classicism, color / form, and painting / drawing. One can’t look at a form divorced from color. It’s a complicated issue for me.
My solution to this problem right now has been to work within the restraint of chromatic grays. And recently I have been drawn to objects composed of grays with parts made of plastics, metals and wires, so the shoe fits. I mostly work with either a warm or cool mixture of red and green with white added in for the shifts in value. That’s what goes on top. The under-painting is a whole other animal. I started using washy glazes of saturated colors as a ground so that the grays on top didn’t feel so dead (Nat Meade used to pick on my paintings in grad school because the grounds were left white, like the Impressionists). My under-paintings are color coordinated, differentiating the layers of spatial depth. Each painting is different but the most common use of the color is as follows:

Yellow = ground
Green = shadow
Red = light

Sometimes I mess with that, with blue, orange, and sometimes purple, just to see how the gray will behave on top. The same color gray will look different on top of a red than it does to a yellow or green, and in that, the same gray becomes a different gray. There are so many variations within these limits I feel like this is merely the starting point for me in my exploration of color. But for now, this is how I am making sense of things.

As far as my practice is concerned…it comes down to discipline again. I know I have to do certain things before I get down to business and waste a lot of material, so I have to come up with plans before I begin a painting. Every big painting starts off as a series of sketches. They can be formal or informal; on bar napkins or paper, whatever is available when I get an idea for a painting. From that point if I want more from that idea I make a small sized gouache painting and start thinking about how to conceive of the image and what to do with the paint. One thing leads to the next and I decide a size appropriate for the scale of the image and go. A lot of the time the larger paintings lead to smaller works as well. One part might strike me as worthy of more time or a separate canvas, so that spills out onto other surfaces. Keeping this part open for exploration helps me maintain an interest in any given subject. The deeper I can go into one thing, the more I can get out of it, the more I figure out, and all the while I am generating more paintings so I don’t feel like I’m wasting time on a big blow out.

PALOCCI_PROGRESSLately I’ve been returning to the image of the window fan I had hung in DeCordova. I wasn’t satisfied with my depiction of it. For a long time I would try and see how something was made, and then sort of internalize that form and make a painting of it. Now I am trying to keep it more true to what I am looking at, more observation and study of the thing itself. I’ve come to be more invested in the work as a result. Now I feel as though I am manufacturing these things. I observe, disassemble, and reassemble the objects. I’m also becoming interested in the situations one might find these objects in. The painting you cited in Yeah You Missed It is that same fan from the DeCordova but in one point perspective and with a window screen on top of it… The painting fools with perception. When you look at this painting you are looking at a small selection of a scene. Looking up from the ground outside an apartment to the second floor window where the fan is. I’ve cropped out everything but the space with the fan in it. Due to the perspective a lot of the object is obscured by the screen in front of it and the painting starts to take on different roles. It’s an illusion of space and it’s flat, like that Modernist thing you described. The tactility of the paint also helps with that. The painting asks a lot of questions at the same time and contradicts itself.

 

Installation view of Yeah, You Missed It, curated by Robert Moeller, at the Mills Gallery, Boston Center for the arts. On wall:  Palocci's Looking up.

Installation view of Yeah, You Missed It, curated by Robert Moeller, at the Mills Gallery, Boston Center for the arts.
On wall: Palocci’s Looking Up. (Sculpture by Antoniadis and Stone.)

 

The restraints of this one object lead me to this strange selection of that scene and it is leading to even more. Restraints aren’t really restricting. I feel that restriction can be liberating, as it forces one into focus. It just takes a while to find that focus.

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Talk soon,

Tony

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Useful drawings #6 http://artandeverythingafter.com/useful-drawings-6/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/useful-drawings-6/#respond Thu, 07 May 2015 01:13:06 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1118 Page from tonight’s sketchbook.  From text to form.

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Some things you can’t forget, and some things you shouldn’t…. http://artandeverythingafter.com/some-things-you-cant-forget-and-some-things-you-shouldnt/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/some-things-you-cant-forget-and-some-things-you-shouldnt/#comments Sun, 03 May 2015 03:39:56 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1100 read more)]]> monument #10, egg tempera, oil, and collage on wood with acryli

monument #10, egg tempera, oil, and collage on wood with acrylic

I have a lot of things to remember.  That is why I started making these monuments.

I didn’t know that they were monuments when I was started, but, like most artists, I don’t immediately know what the subject of the work is when I am making it.  As I continued to make them, it was clear that they are markers, like a sign on the road.  They are indicators, placeholders, something that I recalled and needed to make manifest in a form that would serve as a container for that recollection.

Spaces have a residue.  I work to give that residue a form.  And an expression.

This rendering of form is not the same as recreating a room or building an environment.  It is more about sensation than anything else.  Sensation is a something that painting is dynamically suited to convey.  (Bridget Riley talks about this here.)  I am using touch, timing, color interval, placement and composition to create the sensation of the place, but not the place itself.  I am creating an interior sense of a body in a space without a theatrical recreation of an environment.  In this way, the work contests the sense of spectacle in art and instead posits recollection as the portal into the work.

My work has a direct relationship to lost spaces and lost people.  Rooms are filled with images of people who used to inhabit them. They are sites of memory. My impulse is to make an image for a specific space I wanted to remember, or a place that reoccured to me visually as well as emotionally.  These spaces need a memorial.

I don’t mean solely domestic space and I don’t mean the interior as in psychological, although I think both of those spaces figure into the work. (I came of age as a painter when Gaston Bachelard‘s ideas where going though school like a virus.)

I cut a section of a memory into a shape and mark it with an avatar, a witness.  I want to bring that space into your space, and mark it with light, because it is NOT your space.  I paint them on the back because I want to frame it in the light of memory, the halo of experience, the way you recall something while you are looking at something else.  It glows with recollection.  The corner, the edge, the meeting point, these can be the indicator of an entire environment.  The shift of surface is sometimes a subtle transition and sometimes blunt flex of thought.  It can be a marker of how a room changes, or how the body moves from one space to another.

To work in egg tempera is to embrace a different idea of time.  In a fundamental way, painting contains time.  The surface of a painting records everything.  And for the painter, you know what was there and you know what had to be destroyed in order to make the painting look the way it does.  For the painter, all of those paintings inform the last painting.

Sassetta, Virgin of Humility 1440s Panel, 79 x 46 cm Collezione Vittorio Cini, Venice

Sassetta,
Virgin of Humility
1440s
Panel, 79 x 46 cm
Collezione Vittorio Cini, Venice

The material also contains a sense of devotion.  Applied in strokes, each one drying immediately, and layering color in the most direct way, egg tempera allows me to caress the faces of the witnesses in the paintings over and over again. As Sassetta painted the Virgin, he touched her face over and over again. The act of rendering is an act of devotion.

 

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So… this happened today… http://artandeverythingafter.com/so-this-happened-today/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/so-this-happened-today/#respond Fri, 23 Jan 2015 03:57:28 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.com/?p=1088 read more)]]> I started this painting 8 years ago

I started this painting 8 years ago

I finished a painting today.

I had been painting on it for a while. At least 8 years, I think.  I don’t mean I was painting on it every day for 8 years.  I mean from time to time, over that stretch of time, I would take up the picture and try to get it done.  It feels done now, meaning that it succeeds as a picture and it has a life of its own independent of me.  It does something that I did not anticipate and it continues to disarm me as a maker, and to empower me as a viewer.  In a nutshell, that’s how I know it’s done.

I think about what I was doing over the various times I took up the picture.  I was in love when I started it and I thought I finished it then.  In fact, I thought I finished it a number of times.  I’ve had a variety of jobs, lovers, friends, losses, success, and failures over that time.  I think the picture bears the traces of all of it.  Some days I picked up the brush with confidence only to be embarrassed at how badly the picture was coming along.  I would turn it to the wall on these days.  Even looking at the back of the panel, I could see the failed image.

I never really had an idea of what this picture was supposed to be.  It has been a variety of heads over time. It’s been too many colors; the flesh tones have gotten progressively bloodless over the time I painted it.  It’s been sanded a couple of times, by hand and with a power sander.  I had way too much paint on it for a while and the ridges and history of the dried paint sometimes got in the way of the track of the brush.  The dried paint forced me to make the same decisions over and over.  When I sanded some of the paint off, I made an effort to keep the image.  Sometimes I could and sometimes I would just paint over everything and cry.

Perfect nose

Perfect nose

Years ago, I cant’t remember how long ago, I saw a man at the Purple Cactus who had a beautiful nose.  When I got back to my car, I drew his face and I had the drawing in my wallet for a while.  I pulled it out the other day and thought about the painting.  I wondered if this was the nose that was supposed to be in the painting.  I tried to put it in and it made me change the entire picture.  It was a worse failure than before.  I wondered if I should just paint the nose and leave the rest of the painting.  Maybe it could just be a painting of a nose?

I was at MacDowell and there was snow.  The greens and the greys mixed in a way that I could only describe as heavy and thick.  I loved the density of the winter color.  For the first time in a long time, I considered painting the landscape.  I would never do that because landscape painting is really fucking hard.  Especially for a control freak like me.

I pulled out this painting yesterday and thought about heavy grey.  I mixed a bunch of color in the memory of the snow.  I looked at my jawline in the mirror and repainted the picture.  It’s not a big painting, about 12 x 16 inches.  It took me a few hours to repaint it.  I used my jaw and I painted over the perfect nose of the man but for some reason, I thought about his hair and I used it.  I invented the cheekbones and followed the line of them to place the eye pits and the line of the skull.

I thought he might be blind.  I painted his eyes and then I thought he might be blinking or winking.  I thought he might not want to see what he was seeing.  I thought his mouth might be a sign of life, bloody, vibrant.  A dead head with a living mouth.  I thought he was somewhere between the lusty and the dead.

His ears were bigger.

I set the painting on my table so it would be the first thing I saw when I came back into the studio and I went home.  When I came in today, that’s when I knew it was finished.  I didn’t want to do anything to it and I was looking at it for a long time.  I was a viewer, I wasn’t a painter then.  That’s how I knew it was done.

I started making a base for it.  It needs to be a free standing painting.

 

 

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Walking for color (and some Beeches for real this time) http://artandeverythingafter.com/walking-for-color-and-some-beeches-for-real-this-time/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/walking-for-color-and-some-beeches-for-real-this-time/#respond Mon, 09 Apr 2012 02:21:25 +0000 http://artandeverythingafter.wordpress.com/?p=356 read more)]]>

I am thinking about my palette for paintings and I have been doing a lot of walking lately.

Now, I am not the sort of person who has ever been remotely interested in painting the landscape.  Seriously, it was something I did when I was in school but I was never very good at it.  Then I went to Skowhegan and I met amazing painters who were really committed to painting the landscape (like Ellen Altfest, Frank Meuschke,  Lois Dodd, and Yvonne Jacquette) and I knew I didn’t have that kind of commitment in me for the landscape.

I will say that the color in the landscape has become very urgent for me lately.  Specifically, the way green is becoming a situation for color.  I start thinking what it could mean to formulate a painting where varieties of green are the basis for the color relations. So I’ve been walking in the landscape a lot lately and looking at trees. And mixing that color when I get home.

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Beckmann makes other painters look like scrubs http://artandeverythingafter.com/beckmann-makes-other-painters-look-like-scrubs/ http://artandeverythingafter.com/beckmann-makes-other-painters-look-like-scrubs/#respond Sat, 07 Apr 2012 09:56:16 +0000 https://artandeverythingafter.wordpress.com/?p=288 read more)]]> 20120407-054736.jpg

A detail from the glorious “Self-portrait in a Tuxedo” (1927) on view at the Harvard Museums weird ass “greatest hits” installation at the Sackler. Everyone is usually kvelling over his use of black but the joy is the chromatic shadows in the face. You can see this painting and then go look at the Poussin’s upstairs and wonder how people could ever think that making a shadow was a matter of adding black.

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